fml

i love trying to talk things throw but all you do is say no to talking but you wanna talk well we are at school but i tryed on are own time and it didnt work i wish i never need to go throw this i just wanna cry  i love you so much and you dont got a clue :( -------- cut me where it hurts </3

life

some time in this world there is no turning back on what u know or expressions every thing happens for a reason and i guess that's something i have to deal with be in this world i cant do anything right i think im all ways sad but i just notice is it dont matter if u dont think your happy there is that one person u can talk to you and everything lights up inside you and that on special person makes u feel whats the real reason of living and that's how you know life full of surprise

i'm sorry

I don't like the shit it's so gay
 I'm skill and lose it I'm a kill a clown in my dreams
 I see u I a pull a gun I ame it at your head I scream
 it's going to end like I never did it I told u leave me befor I hurt you
 I never ment to cry but I pull the trigger I hit you and drop to my nee put it to my head and cocked it
and with my last breath i said to god i'm sorry

Scared

so the last few weeks of my life have been pretty hard i broke up with my boyfriend and got back with him :) that's kinda good we solved are problems and worked things out. but with every good news in your life you get bad and i guess this is the only way i can get it out  its hard for me to talk to someone about my problems i'm very quite and its hard living my life but i wouldn't want to step out of it because i know people got it worse then me i think its rough but real think i might be okay so to go back on topic i got some bad news yesterday from my mom she been getting sick and now she going in for 5 test she told me but she wont tell me why yesterday she had blood work done today she had a heart and lung motoring test done and Tm she has a stress and some other test i just don't know what to think anymore should i be upset about it or should i let it go because it can be nothing?